Tuesday, October 30, 2007

wads wrong wif me nowdays?its like im getting heated up veri easily nowdays..maybe its due to the accumilated stress + due to the shortage of slping ba..sch is boring..realli..or i tink its i realli choose the wrong course liao..but wad now?regret?drop out?i dun tink so ba..i tink die die muz go through tis 3 yrs no matter wad oso...

nowdays i oso dun feel like working oso..it feels veri sian to go thr oso..coz ppl like bao guang they all r no longer working thr liao..giving me tt siansation feeling ...and oso..tiredness...physically and mentally..so many bad things r happening to me nowdays..wif the recently..some unknown aliens coming to disturb me..maybe its those ppl which i have offended in the past oso ba..

haiz..headache..and oso..and oso..i tink im a fool ba..knowing tt i will still fail in the end..yet i still go for it..end up i disappoint myself even more..and ya..im toking abt tt somone in my mind..i tink..she muz have made a decision liao ba..i tink she have chosen the person who i've been assuming all tis while liao..its like so obvious..ppl r always toking to me abt tt guy whenever i go for work..i oso duno wad to say ba..its like..he said to me lots of things tt shldnt be said out oso..coz its gonna b veri hurting and maybe insulting to sum ppl..

i can see tt u realli love him alot ba.yea..im veri heartbroken..tts for sure..for maybe becoz tt u've chosen him?well..i do wanna say tt whenever u get upset over him..i do get upset oso..for wad reasons..i duno..can juz say i care abt u ba..ok la..i dun1 to say anymore liao..im sounding more and more emo oso..later i no mood to do my other stuffs..i still got my engineering drawing thing to headache abt...sian ar..when will i get rid of all tis shit?

sAdLoNeRz says bYe bYe..

another day ended..today whole day spent at nihon today..worked from 1130-4 & 6-1030..veri shag sia..didnt sleept at all coz got a veri bad headache...and wif a bit of insonmia oso..coz i nowdays like earliest slp oso like 4am like tt....5+ slp den 8+ like tt wake up liao..didnt sleep..lol..juz rolled on bed a few hrs den wake up alrdy..woke up..use the com a while..get changed and went for work alrdy..i reached nihon like..1040 oni..lol..veri early oso..

quite shag oso..whole day do runner..quite busy oso...+ i today break a teapot..zzz..first time break thing summore..

my breaktime is sh1tty man..lol..went to ps jalan jalan alone den dhoby ghaut arcade play a while..after tt go back to work alrdy..wtf...breaktime like so fast end liao..haah..after tt..blah blah blah....1030 liao..go home alrdy..

tml going out wif boon n jz they all..at first is wan watch RE3 de but maybe they doing sumthing else liao..see how ba..tml den say...

going off liao..going for supper oso..wan come ma?haah...bye bye la..

sAdLoNeRz says bYe bYe.....

yawnz..yet another boring day..haah..as usual la..oso nth much la..woke up at 1..den got changed den juz go out wander again..till like 5+..oh..time to go work liao..

work..oso nth much ba..juz tt today veri boring..oni got zach..the others all nt working..so its liek veri sian lor..oni 2 of us..bg they all nvr work..zzz..boring..

lol..den after work me,zach n youn han go check our pay..sian..haven in..but later ard 12+ i go check again..ITS IN LIAO!!! weee....but veri little oni nia..tts the saddest thing..zz..next few days i go buy the stuffs i wan..den finish liao..haah..but nvm la..at least the got a bif of $ come in liao..

in fact oso nth much to say oso..juz come in to clock posts nia..next few days c got anything happen again i write again..byez..

sAdLoNeRz says bYe bYe.....

today wow..first time work full day..tired..but ok la..afternoon sibei busy sia..oni me and zach do runner today..its like non stop de lor..haah..the crowd onli go off after like..erm..3?but by tt time..everyone like half dead liao..

stopped for break at 4pm..initially wanted to go out to makan de..but instead all choose to stay in nihon to eat coz all the ppl like either too lazy or too tired to walk ba..shared..erm..i 4get simi Don liao..wif augustin..den after tt jiu tok rubbish wif them till break time is over..

dinner time was better as i was working at station A..was wif jian ming..nt tt tired la..lesser tables to take care of ma..nb..i veri stress liao mark and jian ming still team up and disturb me..wa kao..make me hot hot sia..how can a table wif oni 2 ppl order 10+ green tea+special green and so many Don..kao..but after a while den ok liao..

after a while more..weee.....1030 liao..go home liao..reached home like ard 12+?coz me n kah leong go to his place downstairs thr tok a while den go home liao..tired day..but..look..8 OCT LIAO!!! PAYDAY COMING SOON LEH!!..2 more days nia..woot!!got $$ spend liao ^^

stop here la..veri long alrdy..cont next time..byez..

sAdLoNeRz says bYe bYe.....

yoyoyo!!wow..surprisingly i can post on my own sia..duno y leh..stupid blogger always dun allow me to post de..duno they whr nt happy..haah..

k la..actually these few days oso nth much happen oso..today i go out wif boon accopany him buy his army stuffs..lol..i meet at his place den we go makan den we take train to city hall..wa...we machiam kee siao like tt..we walk all the way from cityhall mrt to beachroad..and also like fools like tt keep walking in circles..coz we duno how to go ma..and partially is becoz tt im the 1 who is misleading..haah..

after he buy liao we oso nth to do..den we go tampines makan..den after tt go back sk adn a whilemore i go home liao..veri boring de la..but den wif me keep toking rubbish den nt so boring de..

imagine leh..2 person oni..its like..waa..last time big group now become oni like...erm 2 persons?so much difference from last time..see liao oso sian..its like realli the whole group disband liao..

nowdays its like..erm..veri sian 1 la..if nvr work..i will juz b wandering ard outside alone till nighttime den go home and sleep..if work..still ok la..but i oso tink tt how more longer i can work?i noe myself la..if not for the nice manager and the gd colleagues ard i tink i kena booted out long ago liao..realli..veri useless lor..like gd for nth like tt..but i hope i can stay as long as i can?coz the ppl thr realli nice..

nowdays like floating ard like tt..duno wad to do oso la..ya..i noe..fcuked up life i got..but wa to do?i tink i stop here...write next time..bye..

sAdLoNeRz says bYe bYe.....

yawnz... nowdays.. like so boring hor? haiz.. tts life ma.. so sian de.. =( lol.. took my salary on the 9th den so fast half gone liao.. lol.. im realli a top grade money reducing agent sia.. haah..

frends.. all either go army liao or pei gf liao.. leaving me alone once again.. u noe.. tt kindof siansation.. dunno y.. feel like no life like tt lor.. actually sumtimes i do realli tink.. is thr sumthing realli called 'frends forever'? i do hope there is.. coz i do believe..

actually i oso duno wad i saying oso.. juz too bored nth to do den write all these rubbish out.. maybe when u all any1 who is free juz call me out lor.. me is anything de.. need sum1 to keep u occupied? HERE HERE!!! lol.. k ba.. looks like its getting more and more crappy liao.. i tink i stop here..cont next time..ciaoz...

sAdLoNeRz says bYe bYe.....

weeee...no need shave botak yet...gotten into TP liao..the oct intake..gotten in mechatronics engineering.. and also anyone else going to TP in oct ma? let me noe k?

nowdays also damn sian..things keep coming in at the wrong time..eg.fren wan go out, i working..den when i free to go out..sian 1/2..all nt ard..haiz..damn sian sia like tt..haiz..wad to do? life is sian de lor.. =(

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